Hey guys,
As you know, I'm a Thai...and today is Thailand's Mother's Day. So, I would like to share my experience that had occurred few days ago about my mom and me (nothing much to talk though)... and this post will be dedicated to my mom... :)
It was the day when I went to the movies with friends, watching The Bourne Legacy (Jeremy Renner!!!~ ^^), well the movie was quite fun, with lots of chasing and actions... but anyways, back to the point, we finished the movie, and everybody headed home, including me. I went back home using the BTS (Bangkok Skytrain), then called my mom to pick me up at the gas station near the train station, and was waiting at the bench in the corner.
10 minutes passed...
20 minutes passed...
30 minutes passed...
40 minutes passed...
Well, normally my house is not that far from the BTS, usually take 10 minutes to arrive. But this... 40 minutes?!? I was so angry and pissed, so I stood up and walk around with no patience... Suddenly, a phone called. It was from my aunt (and yeah, I was so stupid that time not to use my phone to call mom). I answered the phone with a rough voice, saying "Where's mom?! I waited for years!" And my aunt told me that mom arrived a long time ago, but can't contact me or find me anywhere. So I was like, "fine!" then walk to the parking lot...I saw mom. So I said angrily, "Where were you? I was here for so long!" However, she did not say anything... she just hugged me. She started crying, and saying, "Where have you been? I can't find you anywhere. I can't even contact you." Oh... so now I get it. I was sitting at the very very corner, it's quite dark, the signal sucks, and she can't find me. Well, I didn't say anything anymore...I was shocked...and I started to tear up too. I never saw my mom acting like this before. Well, we never hug and kiss. Mostly, we always fight. And now, she's hugging me. I felt so warm and I felt like... I was fulfilled (so cheesy but true! xD). Mom told me that she called me more than 20 times, called my friends, aunts, uncles...everyone. Moreover, she said that she's scared that something's happening to me, someone might kidnap me, etc, etc. And... I felt guilty. When I was angrily waiting for mom, she is finding me everywhere, worrying for me?
So that night... I arrived home at 9:30. And yeah... It's quite an experience for me, which I learned so many things. Well, usually mom always complained about me, saying this and that... and most of the time we ended up fighting. And every time, I always think, "Does mom love me? She never scold my brother, though he did something bad...something WORSE. How about me? Why me...why me...WHY ME?" So, we don't really show each other love. However, that day...made me realize that how she loved me... she cared for me. And, I can't put my feelings into words. I'm just... happy, lightened, and...grateful.
In conclusion, I would like to say that...if your mom and you are fighting BADLY....badly enough that you thought she wouldn't forgive you...Just say sorry. Don't worry about pride, or losing your face. Don't be scared that she would not forgive you. Because I believe, every mother has a heart to forgive their own child...and she will be the one, who loves you, even more than your boyfriend/girlfriend/friend does, because her love is powerful, and her love...is unconditional.
I love you mom...from the deepest part of my heart,
Memiiz Mefectionist.
PS. Happy Mother's Day everyone! And don't forget to tell your mother, "I love you!"